2Wonder4Ever

Monday, December 22, 2003:

Chi
Karma
Fate... when I pursue - it rings untrue. When I give up, give it up, trying, manipulating, orchestrating... it comes back.
But, by now, I've given up that dream thinking it cold ashes and here it is back in my lap. As soon as I pay attention to it, it goes away.
Stay or go.
Either case - it is the opposite of what I've decided is my Fate with it. With you.
Just when I learn to accept it, too.
Chi is elusive.
Karma is laughing.
Fate pokes me in the eye.
At least they are having fun.
2wonder4ever // 12:10 AM

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